just another unforgiving fantasy

I wish someone would take a chance on me..

Anonymous asked: Who's Lucy? And why dont you talk to her anymore?

I know many Lucy’s although I think I know which one you are referring to. Although I’m unsure what would prompt you to ask me? Unfortunately we drifted, and I do very much miss our baking, youtube video making and fangirling sessions. Those were some of my light memories in the dark years. I was actually thinking today how we shared our truly happy places with each other. I miss her.

Anonymous asked: I wasn't trying to be rude, I was just saying that you were stunning before that. Why did you change to make others happy? Why didn't you change to make you happy?

Before being the operative word in that sentence, meaning you don’t believe I am now. I made the change to make myself happy. Any of my close friends could tell you how far I have come in the past two years. I didn’t believe I had worth before, and now I do. I am a new person; I happier one, whether that be blonde, brunette, red or black hair.

revenge-anditsthrills asked: Eliza's perfect, bitch.

Courtney, I swear you are my driving force <3